i read something i shouldn't have, and i couldn't get the words out of my head.
sometimes i'm afraid to love him, because so many others have loved him before.
i have this gut feeling, that maybe were falling apart.
i tried to hold on to his seems, and and tape up all the of this mess.
but when i finally look down, i see no progress.

so after i read that certain thing,which i shouldn't have. i curled up in myself and when he looked at me i put on my best smile.

sometimes, i want to scream. just let my lungs have there way. i want to scream sooo loud that maybe..maybe we'll finally be put back together. but more times then not, all i want is us to be happy.

were happy right?

yes. yes.
were happy. because i recongnize this feeling that everything is going to be okay.